I think I understand your point of view, in a way, in my case I always seize the faith when I shouldn´t be concerned (if I really believe in the goodness of God), because if I doubt, the faith disappear. So, it's all about enjoying our lifetime being aware that the perfection and goodness is always with us, (enjoying the journey as you say). I wonder why sometimes I feel abandoned if I understand that Truth, why sometimes my mood changes? Sometimes I feel blessed and sometimes I feel abandoned.

Is it possible that maybe I am not protected from the negative thinking of the world?

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the ends dont justify the means I mean er I hope you know what I mean - I egt confused